Music

Jaded

I’ll never be the kind of girl
To settle down and look up at the stage
I’m always on the run with something fun I never tire of the game

But something has gotta change

Everything that I see tells me I’m not ready
For that life
The one that I try to live in my dreams late at night

And the worst part is waiting
There’s nothing worth saving
I’m trapped in a crowded room
I’m livin life jaded
So frustrated
You can have your time

But keep it away from mine

I never finish anything I start
I’m like a paper aero-plane
And in my path I pass right past
My paper dreams and those that got away

And unfortunately I’m to blame
For everything I gave up too soon
Before I knew if it was real
I paid the price to live life
Like I like and as I will

And the worst part is waiting
There’s nothing worth saving
I’m trapped in a crowded room
I’m livin life jaded
So frustrated
You can have your time

But keep it away from mine

Tippy Toes

It’s 12 o’clock
Saturday afternoon-ish
Head into my coffee shop
Like usual, but what’s unusual
Is that I’m

Beggin’ I’m pleadin’ I’m teasing – I’m weakened
With each day that you’ve been away
I’m a fool
For having interest in you

I won’t think about you now I’m gonna put you in the back of my mind
Because the sky is blue the air is clear my hair is flying everywhere and I am fine
And then…

What do you know? I’m floating on my tippy toes
My heart
Skips
A beat

Every time we touch
Like a little child, it’s hard to speak my mind at times
Won’t somebody please bring me a sign
I’m feelin empty inside

Saw you again yesterday
I hung out with all your friends
Quite the impression you made
When you started that fight
You think that you’re always right
And still I’m

Beggin’ I’m pleadin’ I’m teasing – I’m weakened
With each day that you’ve been away
I’m a fool
For having interest in you

I won’t think about you now I’m gonna put you in the back of my mind
Because the sky is blue the air is clear my hair is flying everywhere and I am fine
And then…

What do you know? I’m floating on my tippy toes
My heart
Skips
A beat

Every time we touch
Like a little child, it’s hard to speak my mind at times
Won’t somebody please bring me a sign
I’m feelin empty inside

On My Own

Steps are broken on the metro
And my rainbows are wearing thin
I knew that you were trouble from the get go
But something tells me within

That you weren’t right for me from the first time
I met you, till the last time
I saw you
I didn’t want to let you go
But I had to do it on my own

I had to do it on my own
It’s raining hard, I’m driving slowly
but the raindrops keeps dripping in
You wanted me to be your one

And only
And this is why I didn’t let you in

You weren’t right for me from the first time
I met you, till the last time
I saw you
I didn’t want to let you go
But I had to do it on my own

On my own,
I told myself that I would be invincible, as hard as stone
On my own,
I didn’t know that things would be this difficult alone
On my own,
Something’s happening, I feel it in my soul

It’s hard describing what the future holds its still unknown
I’m doing it all on my own

I Give Up

I have to say this now

Before I scream out loud
I can’t understand how you
Gave up on me
Come on!

I’m not the girl that stays

Waiting for things to change
I guess in the end we’re just
Not meant to be

But maybe if you stuck around I’d say

Baby, you’re what kept me waiting

But I never had the chance

I hate how I play this game
Gets harder each day
I blame
Myself for the pain I caused my heart

And maybe, if you came around I’d say
Baby, you’re what keeps me waiting
But I’ll never have the chance

I’m not the kind of girl that you walk away from

I’m different don’t be mistaken
If you questioned why, I looked in your eyes
You didn’t pay attention

I guess I just don’t know any better
I’m like a fool in love and I’ve never
Felt like this before you stole
My heart
This loneliness it gives no comfort
Time goes by and still I wonder
Why it is I think of you
And me

Maybe it’s because you never
Gave me reasons to think better
Wouldn’t you agree?

I have to say this now
Before I scream out loud
I give up on you